well, now i have the busiest time of the semester - the examination session. and, well, it's even harder to pass than i believed it to be. I'm now thinkin only about passing it all, and then go sleeping, and sleeping, and sleeping... for a week. I really don't understand why it's so hard on my faculty. Other ones have much work to do, but not as we. I really don't know what i'm doing here, i'm thinking about giving up and go on some university and english faculty, whatever, but not commiting suicide by too much learning. And i've thought that i'd be able to continue it and, moreover, start a second faculty. Life is brutal... I've not even passed the easiest classes - spanish ones. And i'm doing nothing, really nothing connected with art, really nothing. I know I haven't got time to do that, but doing some drawing for half an hour, for example, could make me feel better and get all the stress wash away, make me clean from emotions, weakness and exhaustion. Make me sharp as a knife, to do my work better and better. Well, I haven't got enough self-control to do that. What a pity...